Part1
私の主な症状
My main symptom.
焦燥感、不眠症、過呼吸、離人感、人が沢山いる場所が怖い（球場、ショッピングモールなど）
sense of impatience, sleeplessness, hyperpnea, Depersonalization, scared where there are many people ( stadium, shopping mall, etc )
最初の治療は抗不安薬を頓服として飲む。
The first treatment is to take anti-anxiety medications as needed.
夜は睡眠導入剤を飲む。
Drink sleeping pills at night.
一ヶ月、様子をみましょうとの診断。
Let's see the progress for a month.
一ヶ月後…
one month later…
医者 "調子はどうですか？薬はどれくらい飲みましたか？"
Doctor "How is it going? How much medicine did you take?"
私 "調子は変わらない。薬は毎日飲んでます。"
I "My condition does not change. I take medicine every day."
医者 "抗不安薬を毎日飲んでいるの？"
Doctor "Do you take anxiolytics every day?"
私 "はい…"
I "Yes …"
医者 "薬を飲んで効いてる？規定量を飲んで効かない時はどうしてる？"
Doctor "Is taking medicine effective? What do you do when it is not effective?"
私 "効果がわからない…効果がない時は以前に処方してもらった薬を足して飲んでます…"
I "I don't know the effect ... When it is not effective, I add the medicine that I had prescribed before and take it …"
医者 "薬を変えよう。うつ病の薬で効果が出るまで少し時間がかかるけど。合わないと思ったら飲まなくて良いよ。"
Doctor "Let's change medicine. It is a medicine for depression. It takes a while until the effect comes out. You don't have to drink it if you think it doesn't fit."
私 "はい…"
I "Yes …"
😅絶不調の時を思い出しながら書いているので記憶が曖昧です。
😅My memory is ambiguous because I am writing while remembering the time of the bad condition.
Part3
